Bliss

Bliss.

Pure, unending, unadulterated bliss, in addition to unexplainable peace, and happiness.

This is what I’m feeling today. My spirit feels light; lighter than I ever knew it could feel. In fact, my spirit is soaring.

I feel an all-encompassing feeling of peace which defies all logic. A sense of peace that can never be explained. It is a peace that shouldn’t be possible given all of the abuse, abandonment, persecution, and bullying I’ve endured throughout my entire life. And yet, here it is, for the first time.

For the first time in my life I am at peace. For the first time in my life I do not feel any fear. And for the first time in my life, I no longer feel like I am damaged.

The scars that were present in my heart don’t exist anymore. I have no more grudges to hold, and I have no more unforgiveness in my heart.

I’m changing, and being transformed into a new person. A kinder and gentler person. The process is liberating, and it’s indescribably beautiful. It’s also immensely enjoyable.

Love, contentment, and happiness abound in excess amounts. More than happiness even, but rather pure joy and bliss. And in addition, an almost constant burning flame that I would describe as white in color, which burns fiercely and freely, and is eternally peaceful, comforting, and soothing as it spreads throughout my heart and my chest.

This is the power of God, and the Holy Spirit. He heals and transforms. He renews and refreshes. He comforts and consoles. He makes all things new.

I can never go back to being the person I was before, nor to the place I used to be, and I would never want to.

Surrender to Him, and accept Him into your heart. It is a decision you will NEVER regret.