It took me 42 years to finally find God. 42 years of momentous, tumultuous, and exceptionally difficult adversity to find the love, light, grace, charity, faithfulness, forgiveness, and peace that comes with completely surrendering your life completely to Jesus Christ and his father, Our Lord God Almighty. The giant load of feelings of hurt, abandonment, anger, sadness, worthlessness, shame, bitterness, resentment, unforgiveness, despair, hate, longing, unworthiness, strife, frustration, hostility, betrayal, and stress have been lifted from me, and my heart is light. Those feelings have all been replaced with peace, and a fire of pure white light. I am changed; my steps feel lighter, my back feels straighter, the days seem brighter, and I am filled with gratitude.
This does not mean I no longer struggle with anxiety or depression. What it does mean is that God is ever present with me, and he will help me with my troubles. With God there is no burden that is too heavy, and no scars that cannot be healed. (Please believe me when I say that I had more scars and more trials to endure than most people ever do.) God’s grace and love is so amazing, and there is nothing on Earth that even comes close.
If you feel like you’re drowning and have no way out, take it to God. If your life is pleasant and happy, take that to God, too, with gratitude. He is there for you no matter what your circumstances are, and He will help you and guide you if you repent of your sins, accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, and sincerely surrender control of your life to God’s will. And don’t put it off. I strongly believe we are in the End Times, so you do not have time to put it off until later. The time to act and seek God and His forgiveness is RIGHT NOW. You won’t regret it.
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